Saturday, April 14, 2012

Change.

One of the perks/ downfalls of being me is my tendency to change. When life gets stale or hard I change. I sit down with a pen and paper and make list after list of who I want to be, the things I want to say, the places I want to go, the clothes I want to wear; in essence, the life I want to live. To change is a form of running away, of hiding behind the curtain of a new state of mind and new way of life. It gives me something to work towards,but also gives me reason and opportunity to pretend the problems of my past life didn't exist. I am not the Louise of yesterday; those were her problems, not mine.
It also interests me the things that remain constant. No matter how much or how often I change, I am still a princess. I am still Louise. I am still Mormon, I still love cupcakes and teacups and Narnia and lifestyle books and how to articles. I am still a procrastinator and a day dreamer. I may change, but I am still me.

p.s. This lovely image came from the Lost Princess.

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